Hello. I’m sat in bed with my dog lying with me. I’m in my flat in Halifax but I know the dog can’t stay here with me again. He finds the noises of the cars outside too much for him. He is super noise sensitive as a border collie and every loud exhaust scares him, […]

My God, what a year it’s been. It’s been like being put in the washing machine, washed rinsed and spun over and over again. I think this for me as a singer has felt like the hardest year to go through. It’s been like an obstacle course, and I’ve fallen off and had to get […]

I am going to call this year ‘Knockville’ because there have been that many knocks I feel like a weighted ten pin bowl that just bounces back up when it’s been knocked down ready for the next round. I’ve never had a year of ups and downs with my singing like this one. The last […]

Hello everyone. The tide is turning. THE TIDE IS FLIPPING TURNING. I am soooooooo happy to say. The first half of this year was a lot of work to just get things going again. Starting point ’nothing in my diary’, so let’s book a load of venues and do everything myself to get people in. […]

I’m going on holiday for a week tomorrow. It’s the first time I’ve left the UK in 3 years. I used to travel all the time, so it will feel lovely to be away. What a year it has been so far. I can honestly say this has been the most challenging year with regards […]

I never really talk about money. I’m not a money person. Yes, I need it, just like everyone else, but I have spent the last few years trying to help people, as much as make money. I’m not a materialistic person. I don’t chase having ’things’. I live in a small one bedroomed apartment, drive […]

Hi Everyone. I’m having a bit of an epiphany. In a really good way. I’ve been working to change some of my patterns recently. I put a shit load of pressure on myself with my singing, and have been doing for years. I mean FOR YEARS. Ever since I took my first singing lesson. Before […]

When one of my friends was having a bit of a rough ride recently, she kept playing the song ‘Everything’s gonna be alright’ by Sweetbox. I listened to it myself quite a few times, and I love how they mix Bach with what they do. My point is that I do feel ‘everything’s gonna be […]

Hi Everyone. Hope you are all doing well. Thanks for all your lovely comments of support after my last blog post. Just so nice to feel listened to and chivvied on by people. Thank you. Things have definitely taken a step forward since my last post. I felt at ground zero, starting again. Really not […]

I’m sat here stuck in fear. It’s been like that now for a few weeks. I spent New Year’s Eve on my friends sofa not feeling well and came home early and was in bed way before midnight, and then spent the next 3 days in bed with a cold and sore throat. I’m back […]